I'm lying on the bathroom floor
I'm hot, I'm cold, I miss you more
I can't lie and I can't dream
I can't be silent, but I can scream

You never felt the same way
I never said what I wanted to say
You never cried and you never sang
You never loved me, and I always came

I'm dreading it
The happiness; the commitment
I'm sad about it
The trust; and your good will

Please don't make me be nice
or god forbid defend you
Please don't make me aware
I'd prefer to offend you

I can't. and you can keep a distance
I want to
But I have to show the resistance

I'm still lying on the bathroom floor
I still want you more now then I did before
I'm still crying; I'm still sad
Your still fine and still making me mad